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Untitled 21 Nov 2012 | 09:16 am
In all my years I've never had anyone to kiss on midnight of new year's. It's something I've always wanted to do, it's even been on a few ill-fated New Year's Eve Resolutions lists. It has never come ...
Untitled 14 Nov 2012 | 10:56 am
Anymore I fear the nights when I'm left alone with my thoughts in darkness. The thoughts come in spurts, flashes of light on a background of black. Emotions claw at the surface, wanting a voice but un...
No more. 30 Oct 2012 | 07:35 am
I'm done pretending that everything is OK with me; I'm done pretending that I feel the normal ups and downs of human existence. The truth is that I don't feel anything, because I won't allow myself to...
Real. 27 Oct 2012 | 07:11 am
God, I learned a lot of things today. Some good, some bad. Still, the important thing is that I'm becoming aware of deeper, core issues. The first step is the recognition of a problem, all other steps...
A shot of life. 26 Oct 2012 | 03:39 am
It's hard to tell what a day will bring. Take today, for instance. If you had not looked at the weather forecast, do you think you would have guessed it'd be 80° outside? It's a little bit of summer s...
The Undisciplined Pursuit of More. 23 Oct 2012 | 06:10 am
People are growing up all around me. It's easier than ever to see these days. My sister and her fiance bought a house, and we moved her fiance in this weekend. My cousin is going on 18 years old. High...
Untitled 15 Oct 2012 | 08:04 am
I don't always expect people to understand me. Not because I'm so strange or unique or because I possess unfathomable ideas and intelligence. I just don't understand people to expect what drives me to...
The lawless adventures of... 13 Oct 2012 | 02:30 am
A snippet from my private blog, circa May of this year. Still relevant more than ever. "Fake fucking people trying to tell me how to live a real life. From now on, when people worse than me tell me ...
Just a quick nap. 11 Oct 2012 | 07:11 am
♪ Let's go down, down, low down where I know I should not go. ♪ I get the impending feeling that I may need to disappear from sight for a while. This is not a new occurrence; frequently I need to get...
An open letter. 9 Oct 2012 | 08:14 am
To my sweet Regret, Hi there, it's me. I know you haven't heard from me in a while. I've been on this new kick of saying the things I feel and doing the things I want, and while things haven't always...
