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A real update 31 Aug 2012 | 12:41 am
I am, at the moment, too broke to leave my house. It's sweltering in here. But I'm happy. And I feel like big things are on the horizon. I feel like everything is about to pivot. The DMV screwed up, ...
I'm not dead. 29 Aug 2012 | 11:16 pm
Or sick. Or injured or depressed. And I never meant to be an asshole and make people worry. I've just been busy. Living. Falling in love. Working on various different projects. Some of which are eve...
Time travel 29 Jul 2012 | 05:19 am
Playfully, he flexed his muscles in a gesture meant to imply, "What? You wanna throw down?" But he didn't mean that. He was smiling and laughing and we'd been going back and forth tickling one anothe...
The light 25 Jul 2012 | 06:53 am
Yesterday I felt dark. Goodbyes are hard on me. Especially when they involve my son. But seriously? There's a lot of fucking light too. We had a great visit. Really incredible. The day before he le...
Chance 24 Jul 2012 | 04:56 am
I make it a point not to deal too deeply with my emotions sometimes. Saying goodbye to my son comes with a whole cocktail of them that I do not want to deal with. Not all of them are dark. The ones t...
Cyanide 18 Jul 2012 | 07:17 am
"Early symptoms of cyanide poisoning include giddiness. Acute consumption will have an immediate effect on the heart and may cause sudden collapse." If those words were wrapped around a child suppor...
Broken poets. 17 Jul 2012 | 05:49 am
I am not the girl who falls in love easily or uses that word flippantly. I'm careful with words. Careful to ensure their meaning is preserved when they come out of my lips. Especially words like love...
Untitled 10 Jul 2012 | 11:49 pm
Twelve hours from now I need to be in bed, already asleep. My alarm is set for three am. I plan to be on the road by three thirty. With stops, this should land us, the boy and me, in Vegas no later t...
Find something you love doing 7 Jul 2012 | 01:25 am
A lot of people are of the opinion that it is time for me to "grow up" and "get a real job." I try to explain. I try to make people see all the reasons I am working against that. They respond with s...
Musings on the human heart 5 Jul 2012 | 11:24 am
Originally this was written as an email to someone I hoped would understand. Well, to be honest, before that it was written in an attempt to understand myself. Most things that I write are originally ...
