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Untitled 14 Jan 2013 | 02:46 pm
Seit langem hab ich nix gepostet. Und das ist schon was gutes aber… Irgendwie fühlt es sich nicht richtig. Das ‘ich’ von früher, kenn ich die nicht mehr. Und das finde ich toll. Recovery. Endlich. S...
Wimpern: mittlerweile geschafft! 14 Feb 2012 | 01:30 pm
And for those of you who don’t speak German; ‘I have lashes’ (well a rough translation…) A full set. Managed to reduce the pulling, haven’t managed to stop quite yet… Life is very busy; call this my...
2012: It’s time to stop pulling. 1 Jan 2012 | 01:56 am
I think I’ve briefly alluded to the fact that I pull out my eyelashes and eyebrows in previous posts. I’ve been doing it now for about 10 years; the last 5 or so I’ve been trying to give up. I’ve com...
Good evening, dear reader 11 Dec 2011 | 12:15 pm
It’s been a while, hasn’t it? I am here to give you a moan, since the only reason I ever update here is to moan. Tonight, the topic is my weight. I’ve been doing well. The gym didn’t send me off in...
I need a hug 20 Oct 2011 | 03:57 am
As the title says. Uni was going okay, but I’ve just found out who my dissertation supervisor is and I don’t think there’s any point in completing my degree course. I am royally screwed. I was going ...
Le tired sigh 1 Sep 2011 | 08:14 pm
I woke at 3am and got back to sleep at 6.30, alarm went off at 6.50am. I’m now sitting in departures at Manchester Airport surrounded by an australian team of some sort and lots of business people try...
My decision was… 25 Aug 2011 | 11:45 pm
To come home. Purely for economic reasons. I could hack it, of course I could. Still feels like failure though. Good news is that I might be going back – if my plans work out, and even if they don’t I...
We find ourselves in August, 2011. 14 Aug 2011 | 10:50 pm
Time has passed, again. I don’t know where it goes. I’m sat in a Youth Hostel in Tours, France after going for a wander and getting absolutely drenched. I was looking for a shop that’s open on a sund...
Everything’s changing. Again 11 Jul 2011 | 05:02 am
Last week of work. I’ll never see some of these people again. I’ll never go to these places again. Everyone’s loving the partying that’s coming with the end, but for me, the end scares me. Change scar...
Black Hole Boom 10 May 2011 | 08:38 am
Boom or change? Boom or change? To reincrease my meds and feel like a failure, or keep on this way? To lose my energy and become numb vs. feeling bad and lacking lust for anything. Keep on wondering...